I haven't been posting a lot lately and have been visiting even less. I'm still struggling with the feelings of anxiety and panic that hit me really hard last week. Sitting here today, the thought of going to the grocery store makes me just want to go to bed and pull the covers over my head. I'll probably make up a list and send hubby.
Even though I'm going through this I can still be optimistic. I know it won't last forever. I know some things going on in my life will be resolved soon, one way or the other. I know these dreary days will soon turn sunny and I can go out my back door to my very small patio area, dig my hands into the earth and start gardening. Hopefully by then I'll be able to go pick up a few garden decorations.
In the meantime, please know that I am thinking of you all..