Sunday, April 13, 2008

A Few Words

I haven't been posting a lot lately and have been visiting even less. I'm still struggling with the feelings of anxiety and panic that hit me really hard last week. Sitting here today, the thought of going to the grocery store makes me just want to go to bed and pull the covers over my head. I'll probably make up a list and send hubby.

Even though I'm going through this I can still be optimistic. I know it won't last forever. I know some things going on in my life will be resolved soon, one way or the other. I know these dreary days will soon turn sunny and I can go out my back door to my very small patio area, dig my hands into the earth and start gardening. Hopefully by then I'll be able to go pick up a few garden decorations.

In the meantime, please know that I am thinking of you all..

8 comments:

Misty Dawn said...

I love you, and I'm here for you! You're right - the days will become sunny again. In the meantime, I'm sending you thoughts, (((HUGS))), and my support and friendship.
(I owe it to ya for those awesome boobies you gave me - I've never had a friend give me boobies before *grin*)

Tammy said...

Sometimes it takes a long time to get out of the funk. Take your time and don't worry about anything other than looking for the sunshine. We all love and care about you. HUGS Tammy

Christie O. said...

It's ok! Take your time! Of course, this too shall pass and it's good that you're optimistic.
Hugs!

Abbey said...

Hang in there ...bloody awful things... and hang in the sun of your patio & know heaps are sending you the strength of women...x

bundle-o-contradictions said...

You're not alone. I got only a fraction of my homework done over the weekend & the humans in the house are running out of food because I couldn't make myself go to the store. I slept most of the weekend. At least I had company (Poor Hubby of course) on Saturday so I didn't feel so lazy. Seven's been lethargic, too, so it's even easier to sleep the day away. Maybe we've all been hanging around cats too much. All I know is that I have to get in to get blood drawn so I can maybe get my meds tweaked so that maybe I can make some progress. All of that blah-blah adds up to: you're not alone. It's easy to get overwhelmed. (((((hugs))))

Akelamalu said...

So sorry to hear you're having a bad time at the moment Barb. I'll send some Reiki your way honey. x

byrningbunny said...

I'm laughing about your silly putty and I thought that even though you've been going through such a hard time lately, you still have a great sense of humor!

April said...

Hope you are feeling and doing better. I am sending you tons of hugs and good thoughts.