I guess I'm having more panic than I care to admit. Now... panic doesn't just happen in places where you might expect it to like malls and such. For me it also happens online.
I really, really noticed it yesterday when I felt I should visit the people who had signed in here for Heads Or Tails. I got through the first half pretty easily, then I put off finishing the other half until I didn't feel I could any longer out of respect for those who had visited me. I was almost freaking out the whole time. And visiting the ones who had signed in at the HoT main page, but not here??? No way. It just wasn't going to happen.
I've managed to break the blogging addiction which is a good thing. For every post I don't do anymore means I'm off having a "real life." But it bothers me that I can't do it when I want to. Obviously I can sometimes garner enough courage to write a post. That's about where it ends.
On another note, but possibly tying in.. Hubby was on 2nd shift yesterday and is again tonight. The rest of the week he's on split shifts. It's so weird (scary) not having him home when he usually is.
He's on layoff again next week but we probably won't go anywhere. He gets 95% pay on layoff so at least it doesn't hurt us financially.
Can someone please tell me why Jason is still on American Idol???? *UGH* I really hope he gets voted off tonight.