Tuesday, February 16, 2010


Questions -

  • I wonder when I started looking like my grandmother? I wonder if wrinkle eye cream would help?
  • Why am I so sleepy all day but can't fall asleep at night?
  • Why is it that after being on psyche meds for 25+ years they haven't found the right combination to help me overcome my depression?
  • Why did I think I had more than three questions?
I feel old today. (I am old.)
I feel sleepy today. (Like always.)
I feel depressed today. (So what else is new?)

I wish the sun would come out for at least two days in a row. I would sit in front of a window and bask in it. I think sunshine would be nice to feel on this tired old body.

Did ya'll know that as much as I write about depression and stuff that I have good days? That I can actually be fun and funny? Maybe even *gasp* sweet? The word sweet has been on my mind a lot lately. I don't think it's a word that would often be used to describe me. I can be quite sweet at times. Just so you know.

I see this post is going nowhere so I guess I'll end it.


Erika Jean said...

Why am I so sleepy all day but can't fall asleep at night?

I have that problem too....

Next road trip you need to go to a SUNNNNY state ;-)

Karen said...

I pretty much guessed that you are a fun person to be around. We who struggle with depression have our good days, years, moments.

Forgetfulone said...

Of course you blog about your depression. Blogging is an outlet, and a very necessary one. What did we do before blogs? But, I also find you to be both funny and sweet! And I wish you had an answer to the sleepy question. Soooo sleepy, can't sleep. What's up with that?

Misty DawnS said...

I can vouch that you ARE a sweet person! You've done so many sweet things for me during this three-year friendship (can you believe it's been that long?!?!).

I've been asking the same questions lately. Yes, I know that I work a lot (too much), BUT other women work and get up at the same time I do (they even have kids to take care of), and they aren't ready to fall over at 9 pm like I am. Why don't I have any energy or stamina anymore?

Why am I rambling?